Subterfuge
Apathetic
Deceitful
Manipulator
Self-Centered
Ruse
These words correctly describe the man that you have become. This is not slander, but a substance of truth. In reality, it matters not.
You have stated in a dream fiction sequence that I blame you for all my problems. This is actually not completely accurate. I blame you for your lies. I blame you for ruining my honor. I blame you for breaking your daughter’s heart. I blame you for never saying, “I’m sorry.” I blame you for not letting me leave 10 years ago.
My anger is my own. I take ownership of it. You can’t take it away. It’s a tool that I use to move forward and look towards a new and exciting future. I am not perfect nor am I a saint. I’m just a person with needs just like everyone else.
You mean nothing to me except that legally you are the father of my child. For this, I will be civil to you but nothing more. The time will come that she will know you for who you really are. I will be there to pick up the pieces when you break her heart again. I will always be there for her in a way that you are not.
At this point, there’s nothing further to say. It’s all been said or not said. So, this is it. This is the end.
Finis
Steaking Claim
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I glad that you stopped by my place, for it's good to see you, old friend. Reading this post I feel so conflicted. Nevertheless, I sense the pain you're in, and wish I could do something to ease it.
I also understand the anger. Perhaps since the posting of this and now some of that ire has lost its edge. Whatever the case, I hope that it eventually decides to leave you alone....that is, if you can't use it to your advantage.
I have released most of my anger. Possibly, writing this post helped me do that. It's good to hear from you as well. I read your blog pretty regularly when you write even though I don't comment.
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